I’m writing you this letter before I leave today because I want you to know how much I love you and how proud I am of you! I am glad that you have found someone that makes you happy. When I look at you now I see someone who has been reborn with a new outlook on life. You have done so much for Courtney and I. You have sacrificed yourself for us and I will never forget what you did and what you put up with to keep our family together. You may not think it sometimes, but you are my hero and my role model, if I can accomplish half of what you have in my life time I will be very fortunate. When I am at work for the 12 to 15 hour shifts lol I am thinking about you and how much I want to make you proud.
You are my motivation, you have inspired me to make things happen and care about myself and how I should continue my life. I want you to know that I will always be there for you no matter what happens mom. You once said to me that I was your rock, and I want you to know that “you are my rock”.
You have taught me so much in my life time and giving up wasn’t one of them. I am going to do everything I can to make you happy and to make you proud, but I am growing up and I know it’s hard for you to see me move on, but mom I will never stop loving you and I will never forget what you have done for me. Please don’t think that I am ignoring you or forgetting you because that’s not the case. I’m simply just growing up. You are always in the back of my head, I am always thinking about you.
Thank you for all that you have done for me and for everything you continue to do. You mean everything to me.
Love always your son and your “rock”
I love you mom xxx